A letter for U

Dear you,

did ever felt so depress with certain things?
did u ever felt so heartbreak with someone?
did u ever cry for someone?
did u ever felt  like i feel rite now?
i need a shoulder to cry on..
i need us back.. that i used to have before..
but lately... it seem like i have lost one...
im not sure that u felt like i feel rite now or not...

im kinda think that.. there's no more us lately...
only me.. where the hell u go??
where is the luv smile that u bring for me?
u make me feel like.....
i want to leave everything behind.. suddenly.. shit!
leave u all alone without me...
leave everything... leave us...
BUT i do have no strength....

Yes! I am heartbreak..  rite now...
im not asking for much...
i miss thinking of you damn much... but if u dun like it .... fine!
People change rite??
i cried so hard lately.... im trying to make everything okay...
i pretend to be okay in front of other... but the fact is... im not okay!
Is it Clear for u?? u break my heart.

 if u need me.. u know where to find me... i wanted to b next to you forever.
i might keep off my HP cox i need a space to b okay!......

P/S: Plz  do bring us back... air hujan diluar pun takkan boleh menghentikan tangisan sy.. sy belum pernah awak kecewakan mcm ini....
 (selama ni b***n anda sy tahan... what u r expect from me..?? u answer ur self.. im off... hati sy remuk mcm kertas lama arini!).